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Soliloquies on Love for Irina


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Love recited
Recited on March 3rd 2017

Irina,
When I'm near you, it's hard to describe the cruel anxiety that overcomes me. On the one part all I want is to be closer. But on the other, your beauty is so luminous that I feel like a monster wanting to run away and hide for the shame of being me.

I know that nothing will come of me writing you these words but I derive some comfort in the hope that it might bring you a smile to know someone cares for you so deeply. I'm certain I'm not the only one, though perhaps the other men don't have the courage to tell you.

Yes, I fell in love with you and I will never forget that I got to dance with the woman of my dreams. If only I had met you earlier in life, when we were both unattached; I would have asked you to marry me. I can imagine so clearly the life we would have had together near the country side. The beautiful children we'd raise and the land we'd call our home. But it's a fantasy, I know, to think you'd even have me.

I will keep you near my heart until my last breath. And should God grant me life hereafter, I will spend that eternity seeking for you. But if I could exchange that eternal life for a second mortal life with you, I would accept without hesitation.

I am in love with you, Irina

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